I'm so STRESSED UP now~!!!!

~ I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
That everything I hold in
Is everything I can't let go ~

*****
Next year could be my LAST YEAR in SEAFIELD~ im either going to SRI KL or SINGAPORE. Im sad! i dont wanna leave but it seems like I DO NOT HAVE A CHOICE!

oopps! i forgotten to mention that i went NEW CREATION CHURCH!!!

we were suppose to attend morning service. but IDK why we ended up going evening service~ hahah.. i think cuz we were too busy shifting house~!!!

okayy, morning i was the last one to wake up! *embarrassed** come on.. i slept super late okayy? hahha but those are excuses la.. IM LAZY! BOOHOO~

everyone bathed and got ready by 3pm and POOFF* we left. FOR CHURCH. arrived there. [the church is inside SUNTEC CITY] my couz bought a new laptop from SUNTEC CITY~ COMPAQ!!! LOL as a gift from his dad for GETTING 6 A's for UPSR~ cool huh?? while my aunt, sis, grandma and I went to eat some ICE-CREAMS!!! yeah~

after that we rushed to the church INSIDE SUNTEC CITY!!! LOL then found our place and sat down. everyone took the HOLY COMMUNION including my grandma ^^

guess wat? this week PASTOR AGE preached~ I dont know his full name cuz HE'S a NORWEGIAN. he was SUPER funny and AWESOME! great pastor. but i had a HARD time understanding what is he saying, cuz he's a NORWEGIAN as i said. so got some kind of weird slang.. LOL anyways, i still understand what he said. In fact, i laughed LOTS!!! hahah xD was a WONDERFUL service. after PASTOR AGE done preaching, PASTOR JOSEPH PRINCE came! hehe he sang us a song " O HOLY NIGHT "

(Lydia, if you are reading this. GOOD! cuz i have 2 books for you. written by PASTOR JOSEPH PRINCE. for you!! =] call me!!!)

after service, had dinner there and went home. started packing things.

officially SHIFTED house today!! yeah~ the new house is HUGE! hehhe.. love it!

im back home now. in malaysia. tomorrow going out with '....' and VLC-ians. hehe yeah!

cheer jam in another 2 more days?!?!?!? thailand in another 3 more days???!?!?

OMG~

gtg now BYE~

If I was given the second chance, I would die for it

~ Let's start over, I'll try to do it right this time around
It's not over 'cause a part of me is dead and in the ground
This love is killing me, but you're the only one
It's not over ~

*****

today was very tiring

shifting house

i was half dead

so as my sis and couz

shifting house isn't fun

HATE IT!

anyways

i'm emo-ing now

........ never keep your promise

........ never keep yor promise

........... never keep your promise

haih!

WATEVER!!!

p/s : promise weren't kept~

I will remember you, will you remember me ?

~When the visions around you, bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you, are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength, and I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call, was standing here all along~

*********

wedding DINNER~ went to makeup my hair in the saloon~ this is how i look after going to the saloon!!! LOL my mom said i look like a kiddo with this hairstyle!

Then I started changing into my dress and making up~ gotta go there quite early cuz I was the bridesmate~

Lipsticks!!! in the car... credits to my sis for these picturesss

My lil SIS!!!

The bridesmate!!!! She's pretty though... When i first saw her wedding pictures, I couldn't even recognise her!!! LOL she looks TOTALLY different from R-E-A-L-L-I-F-E

Was standing beside the brides at the entrance to welcome people to her wedding... I was TOTALLY exhausted~ following her around holding her SUPER-LONG-SKIRT!!!

The dinner officially started when the clock strikes 8.15 pm. The walked into the restaurant witht the wedding music ON! hhahahah they look so cute~

Look at me!?!?!?? I LOOK SO SO SO SO RETARDED!!!

My lil cousin bro. while waitin for the next food to arrive, guess what we did??? ''SS-ed'' LOL

My granddad, grandmom and lil cousin bro~

My adorable lil sister!!!

Eating halfway... they CALLED me to go HOLD her SUPER-LONG-SKIRT!!! zzZZ cannot even have a nice and proper meal~ haihh..

MOMMY!!!!!

My beloved granddad...ahahahah

My cousin??? i think... IDK! lol relationship there are very VERY VERY complicated that i dont even know who is he to me.. some say cousin, some say uncle?? lol IDK but i know i used t play with him when i was young... and he was surprised to see me!!! cuz we didnt see each other for like.... YEARS?!?!?

Went back home... cleaned up myself, then off to sleep cuz the next day which is also the wedding day i GOTTA wake up early again~ haih~ :'( i regretted doing it!!!

*** THE NEXT DAY***

woke up around 8am... ate some ''kuih'' that my grandma bought from the market then POOFF! off to the saloon AGAIN to get my HAIR done ; came back, got all dressed up and makeup... GONE!!! to the bride's house for all sorts of ceromonies ~

~

Picturess again with the bride....

=)

My grandma... She's the bride's God Mother ^^

LOOK AT ME!!! OMG~ @_@

LOL!!! haha.. i seriously look so so SO retarded... i really regretted doing it larh~

Family photo I guess???

Well... they were apparently having DIFFICULTIES in wearing the GOLD BRACELET on the bride's hand... supposingly the mom should wear it for her ( its the custom , IDK ) but her mom COULDN'T see ... HAHA~ kayy then the mom ask the bridegroom to wear it for her, BUT the bridegroom's hand WAS too HUGE~ LOL then the bridegroom's auntie offered to help. BUT the gold bracelet is to hard for her to open the OPENING... I was at the side looking.. wondering should i help... LOL! eventually IDK who help her to put on the gold bracelet.. LOL funny ryte ??

SooooOOOo many hands!!

Tea ceromony. This is my grandma~

My mom!!!

Giving-out-ANG-PAO-s-ceromony~ LOL if that even make sense...

All sorts of ceromonies finally ended and it was LUNCH time... they ordered CATHERING buffet to their house. I didnt eat... cuz IDK. Not hungry i guess???

Lil cousin bro... was bored!!! verY VERY BORED!!!

He wanna take pic with me. haha~ long time never meet. too bad my bro and dad wasn't there... my bro WAS his bestplaymate cuz as i mentioned above. WE USED TO PLAY TOGETHER when we were young. heheh

She was tired and exhausted. Se wants to sleepp..!!

~While waiting for my mom to send all the relatives back, ( cuz she's the only one driving i think ) we waited at the bride's house. and we were SUPER BORED... so what we did was SS-ed, sleep, online with phone, SS-ed again...

The flower.. it' real though~

LOOK!!! we were SOOO bored that... EVEN my lil cousin bro COPY me and SS-ed! LOL hahah he was influence by ME!!! his cousin sis~

Lil sis SLEEPING~ she's so bored.. aawww!!!

LOL!!! look~ i received ANOTHER additional ANG PAO as ''thank-you-for-being-the-bridesmate'' and i was SOOO bored too. and i SS-ed with it! STUD ryte???

Lil cousin bro ONLINE-ing with his phone!

I was tired and i wanna sleep too!!! but you cant expect me to sleep at people's house wearing dress with SOOO many ''unknowns'' there ryte? im not that dumb!!! so i cant sleep, opps! not cant sleep is DUN WANNA sleep~

He ss-ed!!! LOL another me!!! oohh... i almost forget, he took many pics of me too!!! its still in his handphone.. i'll get it from him later on~ ^_^

Was playing with my facial expression~ hahah... B-O-R-I-N-G

She was sleeping soundly~ aaww... so CUTE!

HE WAS TOO BORED~!!! too bored :S

In the car... going to see '' i-dont-know-who''s new house. =] haha im blurrr. And the house was FREAKING huge! 4 stories total plus an underneath GARAGE! OMG~ its kinda like europeon style~ ^^

His house~ aaawww so HUGE!!!!!!

LOL!!! =D

phew~ after one-whole-day finally get to go back home and SLEEP!!!

Hungry :S !!!! went to eat FISHBALLs !

after the wedding day.. i went to the saloon to get my hair washed! cuz i was TOO LAZY to do it myself >.< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_AperD1aC-mg/SyO3XwOjw3I/AAAAAAAABPc/cLSESXG8ti4/s1600-h/DSC02818.JPG">

my hair after washing!!!

******

this is my 2-days-being-bridesmate-life. i really regretted doing it. makes me feel like im a servent, serving people and follow people's back~ ARGH!!! no more 2nd time...!!!

I'm currently in singapore now. helping aunt to shift house ^^ gtg now. BYE!!!

Hope you all like the pics especially YOU !

Cheer prac was FUNNAY~

LOL~ chee choon

being 'abused' by coach

haha. nvm that

neways

wont be online-ing

for the next few days

cuz going penang and singapore back to back

so i dont think i have time to even on my comp

till im in singapore

so CHaoZ!!!

p/s : going summit watch 2012 AGAIN with yiek and his frenz...

ERROR !

oopps!!

IDK why but have some errors here....

scroll down

there's a new post

which idk why it'll go below

neways, just scroll down

for more pics.

thanks!

I believe in the ugly truth rather than the beautiful lie

~ .... if you're not bleeding, vomiting or on fire.
chill out and stop crying~

******

this is exactly how I look after cheer prac!!!

hey peeps ;D

I'm back from cheer practice

Was a tiring practice *as usual*

well...

did MANY A-W-E-S-O-M-E stunts today

LIBERTY EXTENSION !

LIB. EXT. SCORPION !

LIB. EXT. HEEL STRETCH !

LIB. EXT. SWEEP CRADLE !

LIB. EXT POP CRADLE !

360 ELEVATOR !

wow~~!!! succeeded in so so so many stunts

OMGHEEEee IM SO SO SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whhhehee~!!!

prac ends. did strength work

coaches were talking bout routines and competitions and performances

were talking all sorts of craps and lame jokes

LOL!!! was SUPERB funnay~

argh... just made me LAUGH MY LUNGS OUT

hahha

gonna start routine for January performance~

yeah~!!!

can't wait ^^

going jogging at the park later

haih~ still arguing

of small matters

p/s : AWESOME STUNTS and I'M FREAKING HAPPIE NOW

p/s : pictures of stunts will update next day

I will never be below the title

~Love comes
to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed,
to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed,
to those who still love even though they've been hurt before~

*******

We were on the SEE-SAW~!!!

I was so hungry :'(

Okay, in my defence~ I have no idea what were we trying to do

BBQ class party!!! cool~

this was last saturday

when i SKIPPED gym class

o.o zzZZ

went to the USJ 2/5 padang

and had a great class party

with... OBVIOUSLY classmates

since its a C-L-A-S-S-P-A-R-T-Y

LOL!

had BBQ!!!

that's about it~

chaoz~

As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you

~Where you used to be,

there is a hole in the world,

which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,

and falling in at night.

I miss you like hell~

******

Oh wells, it is just a simply-random post~

currently have nothing to do

but to wait for some one's reply

I'm so bored~

still bored....

still the same....

haih

Christmas is cuming

I don't know am i suppose to....

haih again

nvm that

still making up my mind

hope i wont make a wrong choice

^^ neways, lets be positive!!!

tonight will start packing again

going to penang AGAIN on Wednesday

the reason why i gotta start packing so early is because

I'm attending dinner

so i don't wanna miss out any dresses or makeups

or accessories

hahhah

lazy update dy

maybe later LYDIA online ask her to update for me ^^

hehehe thanks couzy!!!

Bye~

Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks

~ A friend is someone who knows

the song in your heart,

and can sing it back to you

when you have forgotten the words ~

********

yesterday went to class party at the USJ 2/5 padang

i was suppose to attend gym class till 7

but i skipped...? o.O

neways i went around 6pm++

were many arrived when i came

meet up with sy, jas and xy

i dont know whether did we have fun??

lol IDK~

oh wells, we took pics and ate sausages and nuggets

and blablabla~

BBQ of cuz...

then we played ICE AND WATER ...?!?!

jas and I fell slipped and fell down LOL

wth. was muddy in fact

argH~ nvm that went home and got myself cleaned

thats it! hahhah

will update pics some other time!!!

not in the mood to do so~

When I'm inspired, I get excited because I can't wait to see what I'll come up with next~

~Do not think that love,
in order to be genuine,
has to be extraordinary.
What we need is to love without getting tired~
*****

checking out of the hotel !

I don't know why, but I just miss you~

couzy with sis~ kinda like mirror huh?

ShhHHHhh~ sleeping!!!

Dad with sis while waiting for the bell boy to come take our luggages!

Dad!!! you're not suppose to be in the pic!!! nvm LOL?

Coincidence?? NO larh.. i ask them to do so

COUZY!!!

ooOO ~ dad fixing sis? normal =.=

Facial expressions?!?!? o.o

the wind is strong!

Bro at the 'WORKING TABLE' provided in the suite~

waiting for my food! tomyam !

Bro !

chillin' in the jacuzzi in our room~

in the water!!! oooOouulala

sis crazy-ing bout the huge suite!

*****

after sooooo long,

i finally post up pictures

when I WAS in the suite

weeks ago~

sorry was TOO lazy to post pics

cuz am quite busy lately

rushing here and there

holidays here and there

ohw nvm that

=]

december the awesome month

hey mates.

im back from penang. home sweet home.

need to continue doing the plastercine thingy for valentines day.

it's so small and there's so many of it to be done. =( pity my hands.

why on earth did the teacher give me that much?

it's gonna take me forever to be done with it.

plus just realised my really busy schedule in december.

gonna be going to many places, something like that:

29th Nov to 2nd Dec : was in penang.

9th to 11th Dec: penang once again.

12th to 15th Dec: singapore!

17th Dec: cheer jam baby.

18th to 28th Dec: thailand yo.

plus the outings in between those =)

"its a happy talent to know how to play"- ralph waldo emerson.

All for fun and fun for all! xx.

december =)

heyhey ppl =)

its the 1st of december which means, happy 21st vincenttt. *freedom*

anyways, im checking out tomorrow. hmmm, dont know if its good or bad. kinda like it here, suite man.

and and and, my sis can finally swim without floats or anything like it ;D

she can even do handstand man, thanks to me. haha XD

there's cheerjam and thailand coming up. CAN'T WAIT!

it'll be hell lotsa fun. few more days, few more days, be patient.

having said so, that means no gym this month =(

coz will not be around most of the saturdays. mmm, miss gym lah

can't wait for all the outings and all the fun im gonna have.

fun, fun, fun and more fun x.

True love stories never have endings =D

~She sat on the bench at the park and cried.
He came and said : You haven't lost your smile at all,
it's right under your nose. You just forgot it was there~

***********

Gotta make up my mind sooner or later

which gives me another headache

Nvm that. I wont need anyone's help.

its all up to me~ =/

:My wrist still hurts. Don't know what to do but only bandage it

I'm glad I have such LOVING family~

~I'm tough, ambitious and I know exactly what I want. If that makes me a bitch, YOU'RE SO WRONG~

*******

LOL

these are some stupid random conversation between my bro and I

Me: Kor, later what time are we gonna swim?
Bro: Why cannot wash face? (washing face in the toilet)
Me: huh? wat cannot wash face? i say WAT TIME WE GONNA SWIM??
Bro: oohhhww... say properly la!!! i heard WHY CANNOT WASH FACE.. i was thinking, i wanna wash face also gotta ask your permission ah?
Sis couz and I: LAUGHED!!!!

oh wells.. lame rite? neways

yesterday chatted with another COUZ~ in MSN

were talking bout.... *secret**

yea... then she was like "he invade my privacy!!!"

then she copy and paste something to let me see

and i saw this

"throw all the things AWAY!!"

"NOW!!! throw it ALL!!!"

"okay... i will"

"ALREADY did!!! "

LOL makes my laughed

then chatted lots~ which makes me laughed TOO

my dad and bro were scolding

saying that im crazy bcuz i juz laughed out of a sudden!

LOL

having a LOT of fun chatting with her...

cant wait for her to stay my house!

LOL

wakakkakakkakakak

okayy, im hyper now!!! thanks to my couz.

off.

Don't direct me ! Cuz i don't need and wont listen !

~Flip the coin, heads you're mine ; tails I'm yours~

*****

didnt had a great sleep last night...

dunno why? i think the pillow TOO soft as I lay my head onto the freaking pillow,

it FLATTENS!!! how do u sleep with a FLATTEN pillow??

anyways, had some sort of weird dream though.... but i can't recall wat it is~

when i woke up this morning, feels kinda wrong and something's missing and wanted to SCOLD someone! lol hahah IDK!!!

bro woke us up and got ready to have american breakfast at the lobby

the food was nice. not bad!

when having breakfast... bro sis couz and I was like speaking MALAY!!! out of all sudden....

my bro was like using those MALAY slang to speak~

and it makes all of us LAUGH-OUR-LUNGS-OUT!!!

cuz he used to speak malay with his MALAy frenz... so he can speak as though he is a MALAY!!!

then we laughed laughed LAUGHED

OMGHEE!!! nvm that... luckily no one looks~ hehe

apparently doing DOUGH with sis....

=]

dad went working... we're in the hotel... doing "things-that-wont-make-us-bored"

==' haha... swt!

wanna go swimming AGAIN!!! bye~